give it 2 temptation…

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won’t sing for you
‘Cause all that’s left has gone away
And there’s nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you’ve done
You’ve made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
‘Cause I just can’t think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you’ve done
You’ve made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you’ve done
You’ve made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won’t sing for you
‘Cause all that’s left has gone away
And there’s nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you’ve done
You’ve made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you’ve done
You’ve made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Hi all,

I read this post from my friend’s blog n got impress by this man. I do think all men out there should consider their wife’s feelings n their family before plan to get married 4 a 2nd time. As for me, tho im single and afraid to get married at tis time but i know someday i will understand life after marriage and appreciate my baby…n i know i will alwiz be blessed with love from God, my late dad, my mom, my sis and the one i love…..sumday u will be!

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"Assalamualaikum"

Saya sendiri sebagai lelaki rasa tercabar apabila isteri saya sering me war-warkan kepada saya bahawa umur saya dah melewati 40 tahun. Life start at 40. ‘Kalau U rasa U nak pasang lagi satu, I izinkan’.Bila berangan tentang nak kahwin lain ni memanglah seronok. Tersengih sengih aje lah I at that time.

‘Dunia ni dah terbalik gamaknya, kawan kawan aku siap pegi

Siam

nu nak nikoh lagi satu, ni siap suruh lagi.tak tahulah kalau isteri saya tu main reverse psikologi dengan saya.

Tapi lepas saya berfikir panjang, rasa rasanya tak nak lah. Sebab apa ? Bila mengenangkan awak dah 40. Let say
kalau I kahwin dengan anak dara. Memang lah seronok beb. Seronok benda yang kat dalam seluar tu aje lah.Tentang makan minum, pakai I, rasa nya I tentu asyik teringatkan my first wife. Tak perlu nak ajar, I suka makan apa, cam mana cara nak masaknya, baju I kena gosok cam gini, kalau I bangun tidur I suka kalau my wife dah siap mandi dan segala gala nya lah. Rasa rasa dapat ke isteri muda I buat gitu. Tentu dia banyak ragam. Ye lah dia muda, I dah tua. Mesti dia kata I ni mengada ngada. Lebih haru lagi, tentu anak anak I akan memberontak sakan. Yelah sekarang ni

kan

banyak kes bapak kahwin lain. anak anak lebih tertekan. Disebabkan masyarakat kita ni mmandang serong pada keluarga yang bapak mereka kahwin lebih dari satu. Diorang tentu dah
tak rapat dengan I. Kalau I ada anak dengan isteri baru, tentu kecik sangat lagi di masa I dah tua dan memerlukan perhatian dari anak anak. Sedangkan rumah isteri muda tengah hiruk pikuk dengan anak anak kecil (

kan

dah ada
experience dengan isteri pertama -bagaimana kelam kabut! nya dia menguruskan anak-anak)sedangkan di rumah isteri tua, anak anak sedang seronok bergurau senda bersama ibunya membincangkan topik-topik terkini dan juga kehidupan
mereka.

Tak boleh jadik nih. Banyak benda yang kena repeat. Mula mula kawin tentu seronok.Paling lama setahun. Bila dah ada anak,tanggungjawab baru bermula semula sebagaimana dengan isteri pertama. Tapi masa tu kita dah tak larat
nak basuh berak anak, nak pegi shopping beli baju anak anak. Silap haribulan orang kata tengah pilih baju cucu. Eii tak sanggup pula.Balik rumah mertua pula, teringatkan masa akad nikah dulu, beria ria kita nak

kan

anak dia. Lepas tu kita kawin lagi satu. Tentu muka nih tak tahu nak letak kat mana. Orang tua tak

kan

nak straight to the point. Tanya itu ini. Kalau dia nak bercakap tentang tu cukup dengan jelingan dan kerlingan mata,buat kita dah tak senang duduk.Tak

kan

raya asyik balik umah mak mertua baru aje.Hish banyak lah lagi. Bagi korang yang suka berbincang pasal benda yang
indah indah nih sila kanlah. Tapi bagi saya selagi hayat dikandung badan, selagi tu lah saya tak nak tambah. Tak nak lah mendabik dada. Cakap besar. Tapi sekadar menurutkan nafsu dan benda dalam seluar tu saya rasa tak pernah kurang pun layanan isteri terhadap saya. Insya Allah semua lelaki di
Keluarga ni, kita bina keluarga bahagia yang di depan mata. Bukannya yang di dalam kepala. Hadapi hari esok yang tentu dengan keluarga yang banyak mengharungi susah senang dari mula. Pengorbanan isteri (walaupun kadang kala dia pernah merungut salah kita juga, cuai dan mengabaikannya). Apa apa pun semuanya bermula dengan kita. Insaflah. Kalau nak ikut nabi, rasa rasanya solat subuh pun kita terlepas kalau isteri tu tak kejutkan. Tak payah lah yang lain lain. Kang ada yang nangis bila saya sebutkan. Cukuplah. Sesungguhnya amat bertuahlah suami-suami yang mempunyai isteri yang menyuarakan pendapat di ruangan ni.
Membuktikan mereka sayang, kasih dan cinta pada kalian. Apa sangatlah kita nih. Macam nabi konon. ye ke? Bab kawin kawin aje nih cam nabi. Cuba bab menegakkan agama Islam,masih lagi terkial kial"

msg to men: think before u act!

i feel like writing, but have no idea what to write in this entry. i read my previous entries in old blog at blogdrive, and suddenly noticed one new comment. hmm…comment on my entry about feelings that i have for my late dad. tears dropped like a rain …….. wht ive done???!!! i just…. hate myself sumtimes. hate for bad things tht ive done and hate for not being a woman that ive promised myself to be. jija..jija… who’s jija now??? i dun even know myself!!! miss talking to awin. my dear shazuin. she’s the only person on earth that i can talk to easily, bout everything, endlessly….. and we wont sleep till morning talking..talking…talking… and….. haaahaaaa…. girls thing definitely! win, i cant wait to see u!!! even now am smiling at myself thinking of u, sweet memories i had with u. haaahaaa….ingt x masa first2 dulu kita close, i dun even noticed people were talking bout us! bout how close we are and …. haaahaaaa….da lesbian thing!!! awin…awin… u r so sweet to me, so caring and loving *wink* tp awin ni kan. hadey..kdg2 keras kepala jugak tau!!! we both stubborn, pastu kuat merajuk. haahaaaa… its actually three of us, ain, jija n awin (actuary girl, comp. science girl n stats girl)!!! u both penang n am the only one pee jay. haahaaa…one thing tht made me close to ain is bcoz we were both debaters, and other than talked bout debate things, of course we were talking bout guys as well. hahahaaa…tht’s the only thing tht i cant talk with u (erk…coz u and me came frm a girlschool). ain pn dh selamat kawin ngn adnan, am happy for thm. bestnye kan win!!! tp yg x bestnye dia kt US n adnan kt m’sia, hehheheeee…long distance! eh, suddenly rasa cam tulis surat laaa plak. aakakakaaa…dahla bdk pompuan 2 org ni x join friendster, cehh…. buang masa sungguh!!! nOt my fAuLt!!!!

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I didn’t hear you leave
I wonder how am I still here
And I don’t wanna move a thing
It might change my memory
Oh I am what I am
I’ll do what I want but I can’t hide

And I won’t go
I won’t sleep
I can’t breathe
Until you’re resting here with me
And I won’t leave
And I can’t hide
I cannot be
Until you’re resting here with me

I don’t wanna call my friends
They might wake me up from this dream
And I can’t leave this bed
Risk forgetting all that’s been
Oh I am what I am
I’ll do what I want but I can’t hide

And I won’t go
And I won’t sleep
And I can’t breathe
Until you’re resting here with me
And I won’t leave
And I can’t hide
I cannot be
Until you’re resting here with me

And I won’t go
And I won’t sleep
And I can’t breathe
Until you’re resting here with me
And I won’t leave
And I can’t hide
I cannot be
Until you’re resting here with me

Oh I am what I am
I’ll do what I want but I can’t hide
And I won’t go
I won’t sleep
And I can’t breathe
Until you’re resting here with me
And I won’t leave
And I can’t hide
I cannot be
Until you’re resting here

And I won’t go
And I won’t sleep
And I can’t breathe
Until you’re resting here with me
And I won’t leave
And I can’t hide
I cannot be
Until you’re resting here with me….

On a cobweb afternoon
In a room full of emptiness
By a freeway I confess
I was lost in the pages
Of a book full of death
Reading how we’ll die alone
And if we’re good we’ll lay to rest
Anywhere we want to go

In your house I long to be
Room by room patiently
I’ll wait for you there
Like a stone I’ll wait for you there
Alone

On my deathbed I will pray
To the gods and the angels
Like a pagan to anyone
Who will take me to Heaven
To a place I recall
I was there so long ago
The sky was bruised
The wine was bled
And there you led me on

In your house I long to be
Room by room patiently
I’ll wait for you there
Like a stone I’ll wait for you there Alone

And on I read
Until the day was gone
And I sat in regret
Of all the things I’ve done
For all that I’ve blessed
And all that I’ve wronged
In dreams until my death
I will wander on

if i were born as a Hitler junior, wht wud i do? if i were born as a Monte Carlo, hehheheeee…wud i bring the idea of solving mathematical problem by performing statistical sampling experiments on a computer??? nahhh..Monte Carlo method is named after a city in Monaco, not a mathematician’s name hehheheheee…ok, lets talk bout sumthing else. wht have i been doing tis week? on monday, ive cancelled my appointment with cormac lucas coz i dun feel like seeing him. actually, i didn’t do anything for the project so i dun wanna see him with blur face anymore. second, i was thinking to change my title. so, on tuesday i went to see Dr. tillal and ask for his available topics. spent like almost 3-4 hours, thn i came back n start reading. my god, its a lot! how am i suppose to understand all tis complicated things in short time. end up sleeping Wed, woke up late n prepared lunch for friends. i forgot to mention i met kak jini at pink building n invited her for lunch together with other single young brunel’s students. menu: tomyam soup, grilled chicken (Leila), fry vege, sambal ikan bilis, bubur kacang hijau, else i dun remember. Thursday, i been home all day waiting for email from tillal. Friday, went to library to find resources for my project. met kak azlina on my way home n we stop by at waterstone. suddenly i feel bored to go home thn decided to go to my frend’s room nearby to play PlayStation2. went home, do sum reading, end up surfing Internet n sleeping. Saturday: watching AF3 week 3 n chatting with don, my precious :)) today : dila called inviting me n Leila for dinner at kak azlina’s house. and me, totally woke up around 10am (i slept at 3 last nite), doing nothing! heating my last nite fried mee, eating, chatting a little n surfing net! gosh! wht a crap gurl i am. im living in a such boring place. outside is sunny and im not enjoying the sunshine. its ok. am going to edin to give a visit to frends tomorrow nite, and going to Bournemouth next Sunday with my classmate. we r going to have picnic, yeay!!!!—–>>>>all these r to calm me down with the project!!! wht a stupid excuse! guess am a real lunatic then *sigh*

i read about tis b’day characteristics in friendster’s  bulletin post posted by a gud friend of mine, rinie i think most of them are quite match with my real life chars. even people who r close to me wud admit tht. im an impatient person but thn quite lazy sumtimes. will get mad if things tht i expect to be done on time been delayed…arghhhh,u’ll definitely get annoying if i dun talk to u after tht. akakkakkaaaa… i mean its like whn i ask a person to do sumthing, he/she will keep delay n gives me many excuses! oh, god!!! da rest is as follows…

B’day Char: Monkey

Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you’re the center of attraction. that way, you people are unique. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning.
When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!

i was looking for a peterpan lyrics-semua tentang kita whn i found tis site:: A d a C e r i T a T e n t a n g A k u D a n D i a T i k a B e r s a m a S a a t D u l u K a l a :: its cool though. i mean the design of his page, at least better than mine. oh, ya. for frends who thought my blog is cool, thanx though but i dun like da backcolor-its black. perhaps i can have like pinky2 things on mine, ehehehehee….. have a look"briNg me to Life" and here is the lyrics tht i copied from arek’s blog. cheers **wink**

Waktu terasa semakin berlalu
Tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
Akan tiada lagi kini tawamu
Tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati
Teringat di saat kita tertawa bersama
Ceritakan semua tentang kita

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa

::sEmuA tEntaNg kitA::

wht else should i say…. damn bored! am i? not really actually…its mumbling time, yeay! i went to logic class a bit late again. not many people came to the class, in fact im not the only one who came late. it was so nice of angie, she has taken the handouts for me coz she thought im not coming maybe. marialena wasnt there as well. on my way back, dunno why all of sudden i felt so empty. why??? wht do i really want in my life? think about wht ive done in tis life, i felt damn sori for myself. but like my frend has told me, there’s no point turning back! ahahahhaa…. i know everything have to come from heart, u set the goal n try to achieve it. but thn, i dun even know wht i want so how can i set the goal…. i fell so many times but sumhow i made it! uhhmmm…..it doesnt matter anymore. ciest la vie….

i took tis quiz n another one(what does ur name mean?) at blogthings dot com and it wuz quite fun! daaaa…be a believer! i said tis coz im so damn bored n lazy to finish my AI report. the due is on tuesday, while other university’s students having fun for their Holy Break (i mean easter), yet we’re struggling for the exam n dissertation preparation. Announcement: According to Brunel University’s Calendar, our easter break will only start 25th of March 2005! gud,at least it reminds me tht im here to study, not to fool around *winkie*

You Are 45% Normal (Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal… Other things you do are downright strange You’ve got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself